In my book the only thing worthy of fear is failure.
Now that there is nothing to obsess over I am scarred. Terrified. Anxious. There are only two options now.
Success or failure.
The past few months I have been filled stress that is completely irrelevant to my life. Worrying about things that don't matter. I have been working my entire life to get to this point. Here I am. Trying to avoid the future. Because it is horrifying.
There it lies. The big white envelope sitting in front of me and I can avoid it no longer.
I am half way there. One step closer to the only thing I have ever wanted. A college education. From this point on the learning will never stop.
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